Fallen into another well.

Should I just climb back to the surface? or

Should I just give sometimes to explore the well?

The well doesn’t seem to be harmful to me.

I had once fallen to a well before.

Which doesn’t seem to be harmful to me at first.

But end up hurting myself very seriously.

Because of the false hope from the well.

The false hope causes me to stay at that well for a long periods.

It took me quite sometimes and courage to climb back to the surface.

Sweet and sour had become my memory and my lesson.

Just to be frank, my wounds are no fully recovery yet.

I still feel the pain in here. But it become mild.

Tears never fail its attendance before.

So what do u think?

Should I just climb back to the surface without exploring?

Or

Should I just give another chance to explore the new well eventhough I knew the consequences I going to face?

I am very sensitive with words.

I am very sensitive with promises.

I am afraid of false hopes.

I am afraid of pain.

~the unmask inner~

A lot of ppl will wonder,

Why some friends are so selfish?

Why some friends like to take advantages of other friends?

Why some friends misuse friends’ sympathy?

Why some friends so not understanding?

Why some are fake friends?

Why some friends so annoying?

Why some friends betray friends’ trust?

Why some friends can’t be honest to friends?

Why some friends backstab u?

Why some friends don’t like u?

And so on…

I can accept friends who are:

- Selfish but not over selfish type of friends.

- Not understanding

- Annoying

- Weird

- Fussy

-  Backstab-er (but not those simply backstab type of friends)

-  Don’t like or hate me

- Kia-su

- Kia-si

- Kia – hantu

- Bad temper

- Attention seeker

- etc

But I personally dam fucking hate friends:

- Betray my trust

- Misuse my sympathy

- Lie to me

- Take advantages of me

- Don’t appreciated friends

- Expecting too much from me

- ‘Put me on a table’

- Faker friends

- Dam super duper fucking idiots

- Don’t appreciate theisr second chance

- etc

To all my dear friends,

Everyone of us will meet various types of people in theirs life.

Just beware what kind of friends u will meet in future.

Appreciate ur trustworthy and great/best friends.

I love all my precious friends.

Tulip - Simple and beautiful

Passed 5 or 6 days ago, Ming uploaded a lot of tulip photos and tagged me as tulips.

Hahaha…

Thank you, Ming. I really love it.

I really hope I have a chance to visit tulip farm myself.

I just don’t know y I love tulip flower so much.

And I don’t know since when I fallen for tulips so deeply.

Maybe, I just like its pure simple and elegance looks. ^^

Anyway, tulips are expensive in KL. =(

I can’t really afford to buy it.

I have a wish when I died.

I wish my funeral is decorated by white tulips.

Of course, it would be an expensive and elegant funeral.

So, I need to save some money for it. ^^ (hopefully I can la)

Winter white tulip in glass vase

White tulips from the tulip farm in aussie. Thank you Ming n Frens!!

White tulip = claim worthiness or to send a message of forgiveness

Red tulip = true love, believe (trust), declaration of love

Ming holding a colourful umbrella with the tulips behind her. There are purple, orange (wonder wat orang tulip means), red, white and yellow tulips. Poor purple tulips, so mess up due to strong wind and rain.

Purple tulip (my favourite, I do like the others colours also ^^) = royalty

Yello tulip with droplets

Yellow tulip = brightness of love (meaning of yellow tulip changes from hopeless to cheerful love), sunshine smile

Variegated Tulip

Variegated tulip = beautiful eyes and sweet compliment in itself

Cream colour tulip = Love forever (do u believe in love forever? I can love someone forever if he/she allows me to do so^^)

Tulip = prefect love, impart a sense of grace, frame and elegance

Just another random post….

Take care my frens!!

Awhile ago, I saw a few frens’ status at facebook wrote EARTHQUARKE!!

They felt the earthquarke and news reporter said it is tsunami warning.

If tsunami really attack,where will it attack?

Will Malaysia attck by it?

Quite a number of ppl said, Malaysia is a safe and protected country.

So, no need to worry much..

I really don’t know how safe Malaysia is.

My geography knowledge given back to my teacher dy.

What I know is natural disaster will just happen anytime and anywhere.

It depends on it’s mood.

Behsong, then bad mood and destroy everything around it.

Y behsong? So obvious rite.. I know, u know and we know.

I wish I able to enjoy my life till the max and no regret.

I know everyone also wish that too.

Oh ya, do u believe the end of the world on 21 December 2012?

Mm.. somehow I believe.

It will be in 3 years time.

I hope I will be able to gather all my loves to died togther with me.

Maybe, I should organise a huge party or gathering at one place..

Maybe at a big field.

When time comes, everyone hug n cry  (or laugh till siao) together till died.

Wow… awesome… died in this way not bad wow…

lalalala

I really wish all my wishes/dreams will come true before I died.

And I also wish everyone’s wishes/dreams will come true.

^^

Take care everyone…

Actually, u mind how ppl look at u.

Especially,those u care so much.

There are parts that ppl just dun like about u.

There are parts that ppl like about u.

You can’t please everyone u care.

Just try ur best.

I know u r hurt.

Can u just ignore those ppl who taking advantage of u.

Those ppl are not worth for ur care anyone.

They just dont know how to appreciate kind n good frens.

Those are selfish and liar frens.

U gave them too much of chances.

Enough good treats to them.

Better stop giving those good treat to worthless ppl.

PPl, pls treat ur good and kind frens better.

Stop taking advantages.

If not, sooner or later..

Ur frens will just leave one by one till zero.

^^ I am waiting for all ur frens to leave u.

Wait and see what happen next.

Very good morning to everyone…

I woke up at 8.30am naturally.

Wow.. Bravo to myself.

This is the 4th dayI woke up early naturally.

Alarm didnt got to do it’s job these 4 days. ^^

I didnt know waking up early is so dam nice.

The day seem to be longer for me.

I can do my stuffs slowly with relax mode on!

Yeasterday, it was my first time to drove to Melaka.

First time drove and first time drive alone.

It kind a fun. I could drive how fast I want.

Ok. I dun really speed.

But once I was on the highway,

speed at 120k/h seem to be normal and kind a slow.

Once  reached 140k/h and above, only I can feel the speed.

Actually, driving at the highway is kind a dangerous.

Especially those big big trucks and bus trying to speed.

My heart will beat faster when they at my side.

So, I prefer to drive at the fast lane.

And try to speed as fast as I can to avoid cars behind me falshing at me.

^^

On the highway, I saw quite a number of car plate started with Q.

Wondering which state the car from.

Anyway, yesterday’s weather kind a hot.

It almost burn my hands.

Luckily, a long sleeves jacket in my car saved my hands from burning.

I used about one and fifteen hours to reach Ayer Keroh.

I reached there in the standardduration.

So, I didn’t speed all the way to there.

Thanks my dear melaka fren.

Thanks for ur accompany.

Thanks for bringing me around.

I had a great day yesterday!!

=)

Recently, I smile alot..

I smile at the weird feel…

I love the weird feeling..

Ok.. I am weird..

So, I love weird feel…

^^

U may say I am crazy…

What to do, CRazy mode on!!

And I am serious… serious crazy mode on…

Take care… love all my frens….

HAve a nice day..

~unpredictable feeling going on~

Think back again…

Understand it is hard to make a decide…

Holding the ball, dont know when to let go

And when to throw

And when to keep….

Decide is just all in the hand…

Decide wrong everything will be affect….

Respect all decision coming soon…

Have to start to control it again..

Think have to let go soon…

If not,scare unwanted situation will occur again…

Being this way is so hanging…

Half breathing.. Half conscious…

Dream too much and expect too much….

Have to stop it going on….

If not, history will occur again….

Unpredictable next…

Hope it will leave soon and hide in better place..

The scar will be there forever…

As a memory as a lesson…

Sweet sour bitter soon will be history….

Looked at it… Just like that…

Nothing much can be done anymore..

Accept watever challenges coming up…

Worry too much is just waste of time…

Standing up is the best…

Fall from here…

Stand up from here…

Fall from there…

Just stand up from there…

Dun be a loser….

Only loser won’t dare to face it..

Only loser don’t admit their mistakes…

Only loser don’t see their mistakes…

Only loser thinks others are fool…

Only loser don’t know who they are…..

Please look at urself, LOSER!!!!

Simple words, yet complicated….

Think simple… everything is just a smile

=)

Finger pointing up…. down…. up… then up…. then up… then flew down…

Wheee…………………………………

Ok ok… I am not normal…. XD

Now I am blogging for funny…

Just blog wat I wan to type…

Type spontanneously…..

Type randomly…..

Wheee………………………….

Wee Wang Wang….

Wang Wang Wee…

Wang Wee Wang….

BOO~ XD

Hanging feeling is so………… no idea….

Sometimes is fun sometimes is not…

Sometimes is crazy sometimes is not….

Sometimes is killing sometime is not…..

Sometimes is wrong sometimes is not…

Sometimes is U sometime is not….

Sometimes is confusing sometimes is not…

Trying to be someone else…

Trying to search something interesting to play…

What character shall on?!

OnYou or yOu or yoU????

@@

Too many to act…

Too many to choose….

Wow… funny funny….

But will end soon…

Life is short….

Won’t want to miss anything…

Where shall start then?!

Here or hEre or heRe or herE?!

There or tHere or thEre or theRe or therE?!

Being flexible is so dam great….

(skipping) lalalalalalal……………………

Think of my eyes…

What u see….

Definitely is my eyes…. XD

Think deepen….

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Feel ur heart… definitely is beating….. XD

Boo~~~~><

lalalalalalalala……..

(Insonmia strike…. everything seem to be hard wire..)

Nite nite….

~unpredictable inner me~

I met the same problem again.

Everytime I open my blog and wanted to create a new post,

I end up blank.

Just dont know y. Can anyone tell me why?

I admit,

I am not good in putting words together to express myself and thoughts.

I just don’t know how to connect those pieces together.

The pieces of thoughts just scatter around in my mind.

It is very hard for me to rearrange it.

(Maybe I am too lazy to bother it)

Wouldn’t it be good if I got a reset button in my mind.

Reset everything and have a new mind. ^^

Just like reformating a computer.

Everything seem tidy, new, fresh and simple after reformat.

But all memory will be gone.

Maybe other than reset button, must have a backup software.

Just like D drive. ^^Only save wanted memory.

Actually, I created alot of new post before this.

But I deleted it once I read it. Just dun know why.

Some of the posts, I just type half way then I gave up.

Delete everything without reading it. sigh..

Maybe I am just too emotional.

Maybe I have to learn how to talk to the post.

Anyone got any tips, how to talk to the post?

Ok ok.. someone of you may think i sot plug liao.

Actually, all this while I am sot plug. XD

So as you. lalalalalalalalalala…

ok la…

I lazy type dy..

byebye..

Take care